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We are drifting apart ..
we both noe tat :X
i dunno how to glue back ..
ytd night happened something ,
you noe it too ..
i was quite scared actually >.<
haha .
keep saying things like its de end of the world.
hmm .
mayb even if i ask u to pull me back ,
it won't work anymore ..
it isnt ur fault .
its mine .
i noe i did something wrong this time .
sorrie .
no matter how many times i mention tat word,
it wun help .
mayb u will revert back to the old ways ..
to the past like last time?
its not veri good anw ..
but can i ask u to dont?
i care for you ..
but i realised not tat much as a ..
perhaps more of a veri good fren ..
u have a lot of fren huh .
so you'll be happy with them .
right ?
must smile arhs .
i do care you noe ,
wen u mention about pretty girls and all tat .
but last time tat feeling was stronger ..
dunno why i lost my smile tat i used to .
ya , u still see a smile .
but sometimes ,
it wasnt meant to be tat way .
u noe some ppl cant stand their ** staying over at de opposite ** house..
but i can .
not meaning anything but ,
i tot u will be better o.o
at least not tat close eh ?
but it doesnt matter nw ,
mayb not anymore ..
i feel veri tired towards you .
something like wen i got into this ,
my smile slowly disappeared..
some of them came back ,
but not all .
sorrie uh ..
i didnt wanted to type all of this out.
but i jus realised i didnt have de courage to tell u in person .
mayb i jus cant face someone whom i feel bad towards ?
i dun hav tat * brave spirit *
but i wan us to be frens ..
u noe wad i mean ?
ni hen cong ming ,
should be understand :X
mayb in de end ,
someone like me isnt good enough for you eh ?
need find someone more * open * huh ..
haha .
but if got any problem still can find me .
we arent tat bad i suppose (:
just , dont hate me in the end ..
still wondering you noe ,
if i made de right choice .
i noe i took veri long
sorrie ):
huiwen :X
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