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ytd ytd had severe headache . dunno wad happen . lol .. think drink not enough water or wad ba . pain leh . den was thinking : i wan mc . haha dun wan come sch take paper . but next day ok le . jeez . en common test for nw still ok la .
i dunno wad i should do nw . sorrie . i noe i hurt u too many times le . u noe sometimes.. i smile to make myself feel better . it might not be from de bottom of my heart but well , i did smile . i didnt mean to say those things la . i didnt noe it hurt . too ignorant at times . tai ben le . i dun nid other's love . get wad i mean ? hai . dun wan write everything here . haha . like this line tat i think . haha . but no meaning to anything la . two hearts when skipping together.. sometimes it does not make a melody . nice? (: i did try to smile for a while longer . ;huiwen
._. tmr common test le.. dun feel like studying leh . haha . ytd wen causeway see phone :D but, still cant buy .. jeez . nid wait till 22 aug leh . haha . den nvm la.. jus hav to wait lo . today didnt go out .. stayed at home all day . dunno wad to post about leh . sian . jus realised . mayb u made me realise tat la . think i've learnt to cherish you more . i cried leh . lol . stupid . cause of something + something + someotherthing den = veri vex . den cant get de thing tat i like so = *tears flowing* haha . ya .. den suddenly , i'm afraid of losing you . 突然, 真的很怕失去你. why ah ? dunno why im like tat leh . feel veri qian da . haha . like dis line . think myself de : some promises , when you break it , it'll never become a promise again . no matter how sincere you are the next time , it was already broken . haha . (: think goin slp ltr .. ya perhaps i should cherish you more . feel so guilty . really . sorrie .. think i owe you too much . stay by my side? perhaps i will change tmr. wun be like today . if i do , dun take it to heart . even if i turn my head away . i jus , haven make de right decision . for de moment , dun leave me ? anw goodluck to everyone having common test tmr jiayous :D ;huiwen
dunno why i'm always frowning . perhaps u all cant tell.. but can feel my eyebrow there tight tight one.. haha . i like it wen i laugh like mad . tats better den frowning , and much more funner :D oo.. 190th post le . haha . is it counted as a lot ? dunno leh . dun feel like retyping wad i typed cause nid do eng so jus shun bian post everything bout today .. jeez . keep forget link my eng de blog . nvm , ltr link . haha (: wa scared me . jus nw autosave fail . i dunno wad happen !! cant go my blog , cant go anyone's blog but can post ?? so wierd ! den nw like got prob again lor . scared ltr my com kena virus . haha . hope not (: tmr goin wear red shirt .. but , nid take video . sian la ! dun feel like taking lor! somemore hav to do de video again . wa sai . k , dun mind my language . not surprising le anw . haha . den er sy says i look nice in tat shirt :D yay . haha jus feel tat its a bit short . hmm .. feel like making my skirt shorter xD LOL joking la . but seriously wan leh :D oh ya . sy came my house .. haha :D lend shirt from me . k la , in de end it was fei who lended her but nvm la.. haha . tats all i guess . takecare :D i'm beside you . ;huiwen
woo . jus done de eng blog thingy . dunno why wan create new one .. haha but anw also got put dis blog de link there . see if anyone can spot . lol quite small actually . haha . den say tat ever again . i mean , i am tired toos . not only you rite ? perhaps jus mayb , cant come to me for support nw . too fragile . might break like de glass wen u drop it . yea , tired nowadays . of homework , everything . sorrie if i was de one who made u sad. i dunno wad to do . tat was sweet . i believe u noe wad i'm talking about . thx anw . smiled actually . haha . jus perhaps . common test is round de corner and not feeling tat well . mayb i would wan u to be by my side . but not sure either . love is a strong word . hah mentioned it before . jus , dun come to me for support . may be able to tahan nw . so still ok . but wen i'm stable , i'll let you noe . sorrie . i noe u nid support nw . i wish i can be by ur side . but , ya jus hope i am strong enough to .. take gud care of my own emotions and be able to say tat 3 words soon . if i cant , there's no point trying . right ? but seriously , it too strong . nv use before . i mean , girls ya . haha . nights everyone . rmb see my eng giv comments! oh ya shiying , i put tagboard le ~ can tag le ! haha :D in case u forget de link : memories-liveforever.blogspot.com :D ;huiwen
replies to taggies : ignore wadever i wrote on my tagboard . decided to reply like tat . haha much easier (:
shiying : oh ya .. dey are all de same person :D
anthony : lol.. see if de person wan reveal lo . haha :D
ghost : haha! suspected? also no one noe who u are -.-
jelyn : haha! dunno wad to call u leh . jelyn ~ lol! (:
shiying : haha dun mind u drop by often!! :D
emoboii : lol.. see if tat person wan stay lo. (:
hahahs : oo.. wa . den do i noe u ? lol.. (:
k replied :D ;huiwen
i dunno wad ans i should giv . wonder if there is any ans even . realised i got gud frens who are there . even if dey dun appear in front of me , i noe they are there . at least , i hope . haha . if .. i say let's try out first and see how . will u get hurt ? i dunno hw to ans so tat u wun get hurt .. i mean , i dun like anyone to be hurt so i dunno how to ans . not sure of my feelings nw . lol funny rite ? hai . how can a person be unsure of her own feelings . i want you by my side . but .. i dunno if i should say this . its on and off . sorrie . if i hurt you .. but i think sometimes its more on den off . someone told me tat love was a veri strong word . was wondering hw u managed to say tat .. perhaps i'm afraid of using de wrong word and hurt you so i didnt say tat 3 words ? or is it .. tat i noe wad i'm doin is wrong but i dunno hw to make it right? humans .. why do they hav so much feelings . lol . someone told me tat ppl develop their pure feelings like love , happy , sad -i think- during de age wen they are born to 7 years old . den comes all de other feelings .. like jealousy , hatred .. i mean wrong as in .. well ya . i nid u now.. why are u turning ur back on me . hope everything gets better . are you waiting for my reply ? ;huiwen
ARGH dunno wads wrong with my tagbox .. jeesh . shall fic it another day.. meanwhile , sorrie , cant tag (: oh .. done eng too . think i like de link ba? haha free to view : but eh de blogskin a bit wierd.. lol.. memories-liveforever.blogspot.com :D ;huiwen
hmm. cant decide on wad link for el de assignment. haha ltr den do ba (: not veri diff though.. at least can use com everyday . hehe . lol :D thx ah , for de poster (: erm . today pe played tennis , den we keep losing -.- lol.. so funny la , 3 vs 0 eh . so lan lor -.- nvm .. at least it was funny la , seeing ourselves play . haha den so cute lor! all our group name also made up of fruits (: our group was peach , last time somehow its like mine .. i mean like , eh dunno how say . lol jus tat last time i used to use peach tat name . now still like la , tats why was shocked wen annie wrote tat .. haha (: den el , mrs sng come our class eh! our class like , first time so guai lor! except for sports carnival , adventure camp la. haha quite cute though (: aft sch .. saw sy , but didnt pei her ): hai . oo parents come back le.. haha think eating soon (:
why didnt you treasure me wen i liked you? now.. i'm confused . somethings arent meant to be . it wasnt there for a reason . perhaps.. i guess.. i dun even noe wad i'm thinking now . ya , i get jealous. but why do i feel so confused , like it wasnt meant to be ? forgive me . mayb .. i jus dont hav de courage to think wad might happen . and de courage to say .. ily . okie , tat was random . i hope (: ;huiwen
replies to tags :
hahahs : oo.. (: den who are u ?
ghost found without hands: wa . so sweet .. haha :D
ghost found without legs: eh? did i ? no nid say la , its a known fact . lol! kidding la . haha (:
feii : haha love ya too! :D
kc : (:
emoboii : lol.. no nid gud luck la. haha thx anw ;D
ghost . eeyucks . tats disgusting -.- lol.
;huiwen
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