yea,
i didnt noe u dun like me tat much
haha.
hmm.
morning wnt sch .
veri cold in de morning.
lol..
den aft sch played basketball.
felt useless again .
hah.
next time mayb not joining le
at least ,
not with u there .
k ,
starting to get harsh .
but ,
seriously cant help it larhs.
haha
i mean ,
nw i still neutral k ..
went library after tat ,
talked a lot.
well ,
not a lot but a lot (:
lol!
perhaps onli those who went noe
wad i'm saying :D
wanted to post tat
you hurt me deep this time.
but forget it .
i dun feel anything nw
haha
wanted to make a bet with zs .
lol..
and i betted tat i will well,
breakdown -.-'
haha.
if got money sure say wun de ,
at least i will make sure tat i nv
den can get money .
lol!
k ,
tats so money minded -.-
ok serous le .
feel like typing a lot of thing.
dun get mad.

u everytime say tat i dun understand hw u feel
well ,
but do u noe hw i feel ?
its not a gud feeling either though .
cant be with both of u at de same time .
hai .
yea ,
SORRIE for mentioning her again .
SORRIE for appearing in your life .
if i had a choice ,
i wun either .
oopsie .
perhaps i was not as strong as i think i am .
mayb might breakdown ltr.
haha.
damn it ._.
sorry for appearing in your life .
but i cant seem to find the handle to de
door tat leads out of your life .
i told you tat i fell into a hole .
well,
someone did save me .
but perhaps its a different way of saving
and not one ,
its two .
haha (:
de way dey save is by..
digging everything out .
lol
i dunno wad i'm typing .
hah .
arent fairytales nice ?
lol .
i am realistic .
jus tat i dun hav something tat i really want .
thats all .
fairytale is jus a way to let me get out of my troubles .
i like it when there is no roof ontop of my head
like in de grassland or wen walking back home
dun like being surrounded by buildings either .
too tall .
and im too short .
cant get to see whole of the sky ._.
haha .
thx for telling me all this .
i like my character ,
i wun change who i am to accomodate you .
well ,
i forgot to tell you tat dun treat me so gud .
perhaps i can forget bout it le .
dun like how i am nw .
too soft-hearted .

wish you were by my side again .
sian .
i miss you .
thx feii .
I LOVE YOU TOO :D
;huiwen