yea, i didnt noe u dun like me tat much haha. hmm. morning wnt sch . veri cold in de morning. lol.. den aft sch played basketball. felt useless again . hah. next time mayb not joining le at least , not with u there . k , starting to get harsh . but , seriously cant help it larhs. haha i mean , nw i still neutral k .. went library after tat , talked a lot. well , not a lot but a lot (: lol! perhaps onli those who went noe wad i'm saying :D wanted to post tat you hurt me deep this time. but forget it . i dun feel anything nw haha wanted to make a bet with zs . lol.. and i betted tat i will well, breakdown -.-' haha. if got money sure say wun de , at least i will make sure tat i nv den can get money . lol! k , tats so money minded -.- ok serous le . feel like typing a lot of thing. dun get mad.
u everytime say tat i dun understand hw u feel well , but do u noe hw i feel ? its not a gud feeling either though . cant be with both of u at de same time . hai . yea , SORRIE for mentioning her again . SORRIE for appearing in your life . if i had a choice , i wun either . oopsie . perhaps i was not as strong as i think i am . mayb might breakdown ltr. haha. damn it ._. sorry for appearing in your life . but i cant seem to find the handle to de door tat leads out of your life . i told you tat i fell into a hole . well, someone did save me . but perhaps its a different way of saving and not one , its two . haha (: de way dey save is by.. digging everything out . lol i dunno wad i'm typing . hah . arent fairytales nice ? lol . i am realistic . jus tat i dun hav something tat i really want . thats all . fairytale is jus a way to let me get out of my troubles . i like it when there is no roof ontop of my head like in de grassland or wen walking back home dun like being surrounded by buildings either . too tall . and im too short . cant get to see whole of the sky ._. haha . thx for telling me all this . i like my character , i wun change who i am to accomodate you . well , i forgot to tell you tat dun treat me so gud . perhaps i can forget bout it le . dun like how i am nw . too soft-hearted .
wish you were by my side again . sian . i miss you .
thx feii . I LOVE YOU TOO :D ;huiwen
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