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feel like changing blogskin..
haha
hmm..
i sort out my thoughts le
haha :D
finally lo!
if not i might sad sad go msia den wun enjoy
haha..
perhaps u might not like me for who i am ,
perhaps i misunderstood everything.
but it isnt my fault,
cause no one told me anything.
if you told me,
at least i would change.
but no one told me anything.
stop rejecting my calls and sms?
haha
i dreamt of her again ,
de 2nd time le.
dunno if i'm still sad or wad..
perhaps i still wan back dis fren a lot?
but i dreamt tat i told her i wanted a hug,
den i cried in her arms.
haha
sounds stupid -.-
it felt comforting..
u noe,
between frens those kind.
den she told me she didnt mean us.
haha
i was like so happy
i did cry in de dream
lol..
den i woke up,
and everything was gone.
sad huh?
wen its such a nice dream den everything jus
*poof*
gone wen u wake up..
haha
i say le,
i dun wan lose a fren ..
hai .
so diff getting ppl to trust u.
perhaps wad dey say is right,
you take years to learn how to trust tat person.
but it jus take a second to lose your trust.
wad for in de 1st place u build ur trust
wen everything will be gone?
if u trust, den why noe continue trusting?
it might hurt.
haha
but at least de other person will feel comforted.
rite?
tired of everything lo.
wake up real late today .
haha
put alarm at 9.10am..
wanted to wake up
but was veri tired..
in de end 10.30 den wake up -.-
haha
if can ,
perhaps i would choose everything to be gone
den wake up from my tat veri long slp
haha
but perhaps it wun happen ,
and i might not wake up forever.
lol..
frens are everything u noe.
did i say tat before?
hai. cant rmb le.
im lucky i still hav my family (:
haha.
looking forward to next week!!
it means tat i can REALLY ENJOY my holidays!
and dun nid to stand dis place anymore.
haha
tired of everything,
including here le.
omg
wads happening to me
i used to love here so much .
haha.
oh.
jus realised perhaps i might be running away from reality.
lol..
even if it is,
jus for one week ma..
haha
den ..
i will come bck here and face reality.
lol.
sounds so wired.
i might update tmr..
but in case i dun update,
bye bye (:
i dun understand a word tat u say.
haha
i dun belong to ur world
i belong to mine
my world and ur world
can nv cross each other .
although i might want to ,
but tats in de past ma. .
should let go le.
haha
cling on for too long le
jus frens ba :D
would be happier.
hahas.
;huiwen
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