WOO
back from sabah and KL !
haha..
sabah trip was tiring.
went water rafting,
came back hand super pain!
pain till those kind cant even lift hand lor!
felt like crying at some points.
haha
den in de end go and stick de salonpas thingy
lol..
its buy for my grandma de >.<
haha
well , it did work though .
haha
not sure if its cause slp one night le or salonpas.
lol..
HAI~
dunno if wan cry or laugh now.
haha..
laugh cause misunderstanding cleared :D
IM SO HAPPY!!!!!
yay!
woo!
haha..
at first still got one thick thick ice in between.
but den she speak to me first.
haha
de first sentence is not tat plesant,
but wad matters is its all cleared between me and her :D
haha
wun say who she is de,
protection.
lol..
(:
cry is cause er.
quite childish la
lol
got one notebook i like it a lot a lot
hai
but today go back find ,
gone le.
last week wan buy de, but nid go msia
den too bad..
some things wen they are gone, they will be gone.
you cant expect them to come bck .
perhaps they will be gone forever or onli a while,
but you nv noe wen .

im trying to get into ur world,
bit by bit (:

;huiwen :D
i decided to laugh .

feel like changing blogskin..
haha
hmm..
i sort out my thoughts le
haha :D
finally lo!
if not i might sad sad go msia den wun enjoy
haha..
perhaps u might not like me for who i am ,
perhaps i misunderstood everything.
but it isnt my fault,
cause no one told me anything.
if you told me,
at least i would change.
but no one told me anything.
stop rejecting my calls and sms?
haha
i dreamt of her again ,
de 2nd time le.
dunno if i'm still sad or wad..
perhaps i still wan back dis fren a lot?
but i dreamt tat i told her i wanted a hug,
den i cried in her arms.
haha
sounds stupid -.-
it felt comforting..
u noe,
between frens those kind.
den she told me she didnt mean us.
haha
i was like so happy
i did cry in de dream
lol..
den i woke up,
and everything was gone.
sad huh?
wen its such a nice dream den everything jus
*poof*
gone wen u wake up..
haha
i say le,
i dun wan lose a fren ..
hai .
so diff getting ppl to trust u.
perhaps wad dey say is right,
you take years to learn how to trust tat person.
but it jus take a second to lose your trust.
wad for in de 1st place u build ur trust
wen everything will be gone?
if u trust, den why noe continue trusting?
it might hurt.
haha
but at least de other person will feel comforted.
rite?
tired of everything lo.
wake up real late today .
haha
put alarm at 9.10am..
wanted to wake up
but was veri tired..
in de end 10.30 den wake up -.-
haha
if can ,
perhaps i would choose everything to be gone
den wake up from my tat veri long slp
haha
but perhaps it wun happen ,
and i might not wake up forever.
lol..
frens are everything u noe.
did i say tat before?
hai. cant rmb le.
im lucky i still hav my family (:
haha.
looking forward to next week!!
it means tat i can REALLY ENJOY my holidays!
and dun nid to stand dis place anymore.
haha
tired of everything,
including here le.
omg
wads happening to me
i used to love here so much .
haha.
oh.
jus realised perhaps i might be running away from reality.
lol..
even if it is,
jus for one week ma..
haha
den ..
i will come bck here and face reality.
lol.
sounds so wired.
i might update tmr..
but in case i dun update,
bye bye (:


i dun understand a word tat u say.
haha
i dun belong to ur world
i belong to mine
my world and ur world
can nv cross each other .
although i might want to ,
but tats in de past ma. .
should let go le.
haha
cling on for too long le
jus frens ba :D
would be happier.
hahas.

;huiwen

ltr goin meet mummy (:
haha
at causeway..
but sian ,
haven do finish homework yet
hai.
dun feel like doin also
but ltr will rush wen sch reopen so no choice
think i tmr den do :D
hehe..
oo tats fast,
12 le..
nid go out le.
haha.
did i do something wrong?
;huiwen

[tuesday]
wake up
miss my parents..
haha
den did some hw,
aft tat lunch time go out eat
den go library do maths.
do finish le
went causeway,
bought something .
haha.
den go sch hand in de maths ws.
aft tat went home.
den go basketball court..
didnt play,
cause dun feel like.
tired ba,
or is tat my excuse?
haha
gave someone his present.
haha
k la.
happy birthday seet kai chong :D
birthdays are special la (:
den didnt noe so fast 6.20+ le
haha
so went home.
was thinking if junwen here perhaps i might have played?
haha..

jus wanna say ,
frens are my pillar of support.
if they leave me,
i might collapse.
nah,
i will collapse.
haha

perhaps, i dun belong in ur world.
no reason to keep on intruding.
haha.
我走的路,
到不了你的世界.

;huiwen ):

haha
today wen shiying house :D
long time nv go her house le..
everytime also i go ,
rmb last time also i go ,
cause jun got sth on .
hai .
den morning,
woke up early early with fei
haha
den send her to sch (:
say bye bye ):
hai .
den come bck ,
try to slp.
cant slp..
veri warm ,
haha
den 9+ wake up .
9.30 did hw :D
haha
den did the maths ws lo..
didnt do finish..
but went eat lunch den go sy house.
haha
played eh..
dunno de name
but veri fun ,
board game lai de
I'M SO HAPPY you're my best fren :D
THX SY!
you cheered me up.
haha
perhaps u didnt do a lot ba,
but i still veri happy (:
paranoid.
hai
i dun like tat word.
haha
den me n sy went in her room
talk
haha
tt play maple.
den 4.30 sy turn use comp le
haha
aft tat
she use,
den i search for thing to play :D
hehe
messed up their house..
oops!
sorrie ah (:
den we played with the puzzle
haha
i veri ben eh!
IQ so low -.-
haha
i dun even noe how to make a simple model
of a motorcycle lor!
haha
tt nid help me somemore!
omg so diu lian!
lol..
den still got try a lot of other shape (:
haha
in de end brought bck 5 of them .
haha
dey got a lot..
but still feel bad taking it
wan let junwen try too
haha
think she will do better den me (:
den aft tat parents fetch (although veri near)
haha
think its shun lu ba
den ate dinner,
use comp :D
still wan say one more time..
THANKS SHIYING :D
;huiwen

hehe
added background song (:
like tat song le..
added b4 but deleted it away..
haha
past few days veri fun!
heh heh
friday afternoon went bugis with junwen meet up with mummy (:
haha
go shopping with her
den shop at de aircon there,
clothes veri ex ..
so wait till 4+
den go bugis village,
bought lots of things there
haha
wan buy more shirt xD
k la,
total result :
2 shoes, ( wear go shopping de, cause dun hav le)
eh 1 skirt ( bought myself :D )
and i dress (hehe .. mummy buy :D )
oh ya
bought a korean book too
haha
got 2-way dictionary..
went popular i think
den go language there,
spent quite some time there
den saw one dictionary..
mummy allow us buy one korean book only
den i say i wan de dictionary
haha
super funny la!
cause de dicitonary veri ex den veri big,
den mummy keep say go libarary sale
haha
so of course she didnt allow ):
but nvm ,
i had fun
and bought things (:
hehe
i love de skirt most xD
haha
SY sure look at me with wierd wierd eyes de
haha
i noe she dun like wear skirt (:
haha
den sat,
mummy last time say she got
sign up for the whole family go cooking class
haha
its 11-1 like tat,
at jalan pemimpin i think
dunno if got spell correctly...
den i was like huh?
oo
quite excited
haha!
but de cooking class was like,
totally diff from was i had in mind lor!
its in a warehouse de
haha
den only got chairs and one kitchen
didnt have space for us to try
haha
jus listen ony.
but still ,
i learnt something (:
haha
its something tat mummy bought den
got free cooking class i think .
haha
den aft tat went bugis junction 8
watch movie :D
hehe
land of the lost
its quite nice,
comedy
and lots of action :D
dunno why wen watching i miss you .
haha
strange?
haha
de doctor
veri funny lor!
can watch la (:
haha
den shopped around for a while..
den went bck ,
at night got lesson.
jun went bck earlier ):
hai
nvm la..
den we had our lesson outside,
cause inside got wedding (:
den wind veri big
veri nice
haha..
den today ,
quite boring,
nth to do de..
mummy ask fei stay at home do hw
haha
dunno if she do finish alr a not
anw,
dun post le ba
type veri long le
haha
bye bye (:
oh ya..
for de next week fei goin obs
hai .
so sad.
nvm ,
mummy say she taking 2 days
half day leave accompany me :D
hehe
;huiwen :D

friday
played bball again :D
haha
quite fun though .
didnt really immediately play aft went down la,
cause nid sometime to 'break the ice' ma
haha
den kc kevin bj n se dey all play veri long eh!
aft tat den change me junwen zs n cl ..
haha
den aft we 4 v 4
haha
cant rmb lose or win la.
but think i didnt help much ?
:X
haha
but had fun playing anw (:

den ytd morning went swimming :D
hehe
super long time nv go le,
think from sec2 onwards den nv swim le
haha
wear swimsuit wierd wierd one..
lol..
i wan be slimmer
hehe
luckily ytd didnt really see any frens
haha
if not will super ps (:
haha
oh ya.
sorrie serene!
didnt see ur msg!
ps ps !!
):
den wnt library did a little hw
den go eat lunch le.
haha
cause parents wan go civic ma,
so shun bian lor (:
haha
den came bck ,
sleep :D
aft tat go down taiji :X
haha
learn de dao,
keep turning till hand pain -.-
haha
but quite fun la.
didnt really sweat much .
perhaps cause wind big ( feng da )
haha (:
den rushed bck home watch de korea show
hehe.
slept :D

:D
jus nw went aunt's house,
she ask us over eat rambutan
hehe
she plant herself de (:
den daddy go and pluck ,
got something like bamboo stick ah,
den de tip if pull string can cut de.
daddy use tat one go pick ,
i help him catch .
haha
fun :D
den got a lot of rambutan .
lol..
first time like tat..
haha
den came bck .
wanted to run de,
but rain ma,
den i sleeping.
hehe :X
so didnt run le
nvm la, next time (:
haha

一双眼睛,
如果一直看一个地方的话,
会很累..
有时侯也该休息一下 (:

;huiwen :D

at home alone ._.
haha
wan go chem lesson de,
but tot of something..
den 10.15 wake up somemore
hehe
so decided dun go le.
not sure if wan make pancake or go out eat for lunch..
ltr den decide :D
haha
listening to korean songs..
nice! haa (:
think ltr goin play bball :D
haha
dis few days keep playing..
anw also veri bored..
den junwen 4pm den come home!!!
so late T.T
oh ya.
ytd whole day do file man!
omg la!
lol..
waste one whole day ):
haha
anw both files also finished le .
hehe
one day zhi de ba
some nid 2 days leh
lol..
not saying anyone la (:
i wan learn korean :D
can understand a few simple words le
heh heh
still studying ..
mus succeed :D :D
haha!
jus nw went visit class blog,
super long time nv go
see de adventure camp photos
some of me quite not veri nice
haha
but it brought bck memories la (:
3/6 aft adventure quite bonded le! :D
haha

不懂为什么
如果刚进一个陌生的地方,
总觉得自己是被孤立的那个..

孤独; 是当没有人在身边陪伴
陪伴; 是当有朋友的存在
朋友; 是那些肯听你诉苦的人
诉苦; 是因为人们有了烦恼
烦恼; 是许多人在担心的问题
所以不要遇上烦恼就什么事也没了 :D

haha!
dunno wad i writing also ..
got ling gan de,
but halfway drift diao le..
so de result came out quite badly..
haha
go cook pancake for lunch le :D
hehe..

thx for de chat
u are a nice guy.
haha!
(:

;huiwen :D

wa veri bored ._.
haha
did finish de assignment teacher ask us do le..
so decided to post lor.
anw left 30 mins -.-
haha
finished it quite a long time ago..
but think cannot early dismiss..
so listening to songs nw and blogging xD
dun wan waste time..
haha
assignment is on infocomm de banner la..
haha
think i did a veri gud job :D
hehe .
ytd aft eat lunch stomach pain again -.-
haha
den aft dinner also like tat..
ee..
but nw ok le..
my stomach wierd wierd de..
hahas..
den ytd aft sch did de graduation video~
tiring~
slept at infocomm frm 3+ to 5pm -.-
haha!
cause 1st part i do ma,
den junwen slp .
she say she veri tired..
den junwen wake up,
i go slp .
lol..
fen gong he zuo :D
haha
not sure ltr wan do a not..
dun feel like lehh
perhaps tmr aft de file thingy do ba..
fei fei still doin de assignment..
haha
so wait for her lo (:
wan play bkb!
but think perhaps arm haven ok yet..
oo!!
teacher say can leave le !!
yay!!

hehe :D :D
bye bye !
;huiwen :D :D :D