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WOO back from sabah and KL ! haha.. sabah trip was tiring. went water rafting, came back hand super pain! pain till those kind cant even lift hand lor! felt like crying at some points. haha den in de end go and stick de salonpas thingy lol.. its buy for my grandma de >.< haha well , it did work though . haha not sure if its cause slp one night le or salonpas. lol.. HAI~ dunno if wan cry or laugh now. haha.. laugh cause misunderstanding cleared :D IM SO HAPPY!!!!! yay! woo! haha.. at first still got one thick thick ice in between. but den she speak to me first. haha de first sentence is not tat plesant, but wad matters is its all cleared between me and her :D haha wun say who she is de, protection. lol.. (: cry is cause er. quite childish la lol got one notebook i like it a lot a lot hai but today go back find , gone le. last week wan buy de, but nid go msia den too bad.. some things wen they are gone, they will be gone. you cant expect them to come bck . perhaps they will be gone forever or onli a while, but you nv noe wen .
im trying to get into ur world, bit by bit (:
;huiwen :D i decided to laugh .
feel like changing blogskin.. haha hmm.. i sort out my thoughts le haha :D finally lo! if not i might sad sad go msia den wun enjoy haha.. perhaps u might not like me for who i am , perhaps i misunderstood everything. but it isnt my fault, cause no one told me anything. if you told me, at least i would change. but no one told me anything. stop rejecting my calls and sms? haha i dreamt of her again , de 2nd time le. dunno if i'm still sad or wad.. perhaps i still wan back dis fren a lot? but i dreamt tat i told her i wanted a hug, den i cried in her arms. haha sounds stupid -.- it felt comforting.. u noe, between frens those kind. den she told me she didnt mean us. haha i was like so happy i did cry in de dream lol.. den i woke up, and everything was gone. sad huh? wen its such a nice dream den everything jus *poof* gone wen u wake up.. haha i say le, i dun wan lose a fren .. hai . so diff getting ppl to trust u. perhaps wad dey say is right, you take years to learn how to trust tat person. but it jus take a second to lose your trust. wad for in de 1st place u build ur trust wen everything will be gone? if u trust, den why noe continue trusting? it might hurt. haha but at least de other person will feel comforted. rite? tired of everything lo. wake up real late today . haha put alarm at 9.10am.. wanted to wake up but was veri tired.. in de end 10.30 den wake up -.- haha if can , perhaps i would choose everything to be gone den wake up from my tat veri long slp haha but perhaps it wun happen , and i might not wake up forever. lol.. frens are everything u noe. did i say tat before? hai. cant rmb le. im lucky i still hav my family (: haha. looking forward to next week!! it means tat i can REALLY ENJOY my holidays! and dun nid to stand dis place anymore. haha tired of everything, including here le. omg wads happening to me i used to love here so much . haha. oh. jus realised perhaps i might be running away from reality. lol.. even if it is, jus for one week ma.. haha den .. i will come bck here and face reality. lol. sounds so wired. i might update tmr.. but in case i dun update, bye bye (:
i dun understand a word tat u say. haha i dun belong to ur world i belong to mine my world and ur world can nv cross each other . although i might want to , but tats in de past ma. . should let go le. haha cling on for too long le jus frens ba :D would be happier. hahas.
;huiwen
ltr goin meet mummy (: haha at causeway.. but sian , haven do finish homework yet hai. dun feel like doin also but ltr will rush wen sch reopen so no choice think i tmr den do :D hehe.. oo tats fast, 12 le.. nid go out le. haha. did i do something wrong? ;huiwen
[tuesday] wake up miss my parents.. haha den did some hw, aft tat lunch time go out eat den go library do maths. do finish le went causeway, bought something . haha. den go sch hand in de maths ws. aft tat went home. den go basketball court.. didnt play, cause dun feel like. tired ba, or is tat my excuse? haha gave someone his present. haha k la. happy birthday seet kai chong :D birthdays are special la (: den didnt noe so fast 6.20+ le haha so went home. was thinking if junwen here perhaps i might have played? haha..
jus wanna say , frens are my pillar of support. if they leave me, i might collapse. nah, i will collapse. haha
perhaps, i dun belong in ur world. no reason to keep on intruding. haha. 我走的路, 到不了你的世界.
;huiwen ):
haha today wen shiying house :D long time nv go her house le.. everytime also i go , rmb last time also i go , cause jun got sth on . hai . den morning, woke up early early with fei haha den send her to sch (: say bye bye ): hai . den come bck , try to slp. cant slp.. veri warm , haha den 9+ wake up . 9.30 did hw :D haha den did the maths ws lo.. didnt do finish.. but went eat lunch den go sy house. haha played eh.. dunno de name but veri fun , board game lai de I'M SO HAPPY you're my best fren :D THX SY! you cheered me up. haha perhaps u didnt do a lot ba, but i still veri happy (: paranoid. hai i dun like tat word. haha den me n sy went in her room talk haha tt play maple. den 4.30 sy turn use comp le haha aft tat she use, den i search for thing to play :D hehe messed up their house.. oops! sorrie ah (: den we played with the puzzle haha i veri ben eh! IQ so low -.- haha i dun even noe how to make a simple model of a motorcycle lor! haha tt nid help me somemore! omg so diu lian! lol.. den still got try a lot of other shape (: haha in de end brought bck 5 of them . haha dey got a lot.. but still feel bad taking it wan let junwen try too haha think she will do better den me (: den aft tat parents fetch (although veri near) haha think its shun lu ba den ate dinner, use comp :D still wan say one more time.. THANKS SHIYING :D ;huiwen
hehe added background song (: like tat song le.. added b4 but deleted it away.. haha past few days veri fun! heh heh friday afternoon went bugis with junwen meet up with mummy (: haha go shopping with her den shop at de aircon there, clothes veri ex .. so wait till 4+ den go bugis village, bought lots of things there haha wan buy more shirt xD k la, total result : 2 shoes, ( wear go shopping de, cause dun hav le) eh 1 skirt ( bought myself :D ) and i dress (hehe .. mummy buy :D ) oh ya bought a korean book too haha got 2-way dictionary.. went popular i think den go language there, spent quite some time there den saw one dictionary.. mummy allow us buy one korean book only den i say i wan de dictionary haha super funny la! cause de dicitonary veri ex den veri big, den mummy keep say go libarary sale haha so of course she didnt allow ): but nvm , i had fun and bought things (: hehe i love de skirt most xD haha SY sure look at me with wierd wierd eyes de haha i noe she dun like wear skirt (: haha den sat, mummy last time say she got sign up for the whole family go cooking class haha its 11-1 like tat, at jalan pemimpin i think dunno if got spell correctly... den i was like huh? oo quite excited haha! but de cooking class was like, totally diff from was i had in mind lor! its in a warehouse de haha den only got chairs and one kitchen didnt have space for us to try haha jus listen ony. but still , i learnt something (: haha its something tat mummy bought den got free cooking class i think . haha den aft tat went bugis junction 8 watch movie :D hehe land of the lost its quite nice, comedy and lots of action :D dunno why wen watching i miss you . haha strange? haha de doctor veri funny lor! can watch la (: haha den shopped around for a while.. den went bck , at night got lesson. jun went bck earlier ): hai nvm la.. den we had our lesson outside, cause inside got wedding (: den wind veri big veri nice haha.. den today , quite boring, nth to do de.. mummy ask fei stay at home do hw haha dunno if she do finish alr a not anw, dun post le ba type veri long le haha bye bye (: oh ya.. for de next week fei goin obs hai . so sad. nvm , mummy say she taking 2 days half day leave accompany me :D hehe ;huiwen :D
friday played bball again :D haha quite fun though . didnt really immediately play aft went down la, cause nid sometime to 'break the ice' ma haha den kc kevin bj n se dey all play veri long eh! aft tat den change me junwen zs n cl .. haha den aft we 4 v 4 haha cant rmb lose or win la. but think i didnt help much ? :X haha but had fun playing anw (:
den ytd morning went swimming :D hehe super long time nv go le, think from sec2 onwards den nv swim le haha wear swimsuit wierd wierd one.. lol.. i wan be slimmer hehe luckily ytd didnt really see any frens haha if not will super ps (: haha oh ya. sorrie serene! didnt see ur msg! ps ps !! ): den wnt library did a little hw den go eat lunch le. haha cause parents wan go civic ma, so shun bian lor (: haha den came bck , sleep :D aft tat go down taiji :X haha learn de dao, keep turning till hand pain -.- haha but quite fun la. didnt really sweat much . perhaps cause wind big ( feng da ) haha (: den rushed bck home watch de korea show hehe. slept :D
:D jus nw went aunt's house, she ask us over eat rambutan hehe she plant herself de (: den daddy go and pluck , got something like bamboo stick ah, den de tip if pull string can cut de. daddy use tat one go pick , i help him catch . haha fun :D den got a lot of rambutan . lol.. first time like tat.. haha den came bck . wanted to run de, but rain ma, den i sleeping. hehe :X so didnt run le nvm la, next time (: haha
一双眼睛, 如果一直看一个地方的话, 会很累.. 有时侯也该休息一下 (:
;huiwen :D
at home alone ._. haha wan go chem lesson de, but tot of something.. den 10.15 wake up somemore hehe so decided dun go le. not sure if wan make pancake or go out eat for lunch.. ltr den decide :D haha listening to korean songs.. nice! haa (: think ltr goin play bball :D haha dis few days keep playing.. anw also veri bored.. den junwen 4pm den come home!!! so late T.T oh ya. ytd whole day do file man! omg la! lol.. waste one whole day ): haha anw both files also finished le . hehe one day zhi de ba some nid 2 days leh lol.. not saying anyone la (: i wan learn korean :D can understand a few simple words le heh heh still studying .. mus succeed :D :D haha! jus nw went visit class blog, super long time nv go see de adventure camp photos some of me quite not veri nice haha but it brought bck memories la (: 3/6 aft adventure quite bonded le! :D haha
不懂为什么 如果刚进一个陌生的地方, 总觉得自己是被孤立的那个..
孤独; 是当没有人在身边陪伴 陪伴; 是当有朋友的存在 朋友; 是那些肯听你诉苦的人 诉苦; 是因为人们有了烦恼 烦恼; 是许多人在担心的问题 所以不要遇上烦恼就什么事也没了 :D
haha! dunno wad i writing also .. got ling gan de, but halfway drift diao le.. so de result came out quite badly.. haha go cook pancake for lunch le :D hehe..
thx for de chat u are a nice guy. haha! (:
;huiwen :D
wa veri bored ._. haha did finish de assignment teacher ask us do le.. so decided to post lor. anw left 30 mins -.- haha finished it quite a long time ago.. but think cannot early dismiss.. so listening to songs nw and blogging xD dun wan waste time.. haha assignment is on infocomm de banner la.. haha think i did a veri gud job :D hehe . ytd aft eat lunch stomach pain again -.- haha den aft dinner also like tat.. ee.. but nw ok le.. my stomach wierd wierd de.. hahas.. den ytd aft sch did de graduation video~ tiring~ slept at infocomm frm 3+ to 5pm -.- haha! cause 1st part i do ma, den junwen slp . she say she veri tired.. den junwen wake up, i go slp . lol.. fen gong he zuo :D haha not sure ltr wan do a not.. dun feel like lehh perhaps tmr aft de file thingy do ba.. fei fei still doin de assignment.. haha so wait for her lo (: wan play bkb! but think perhaps arm haven ok yet.. oo!! teacher say can leave le !! yay!! hehe :D :D bye bye ! ;huiwen :D :D :D
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